Killing me

Its killing me to not know how to make you feel better again
Its hard to let go when you hold down tight for so long


Assalamualaikum pembaca sekalian. 
Cite ni tak segempak cite korang but I'll tell you the story otherwise.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim
About the same boy, same age, not same school, meet in fb then fall  in like. Nape fall in like bukan fall in love sebab saya hanya like dia. Tak sampai lagi ke love. Hihi : >
So yesterday dia takde mood. Dia suruh saya wat dia happy. But it kills me sebab tak tahu cane nak selesaikan masalah dia. Just jawab ''InsyaAllah kalau bole'' then dia replay ayat femes ''erm... saya paham'' Do you know how that feels ? Well, it hurts a lot but he was hurting more.

Dia ade banyak sangat masalah and me, don't know what to do. Kiteorang just kawan. So, sebagai seorang kawan kite kene lah membantu tapi I wasn't helping. Kat otak terpikir cane nak selesaikan masalah dia tapi nothing yang keluar. Cedih sangat sbb tak dapat tolong dia. I feel so stupid. Masalah dia jenis yg saya sendiri tak pernah denga. Mungkin ini ujian daripada Allah.

"Ya Allah, kau bantulah hamba-hambamu yang lemah ini. Sesungguhnya Kau Maha Pencipta Lagi Maha Penyayang'' :')